truthfully..i am scare.

i just cant say this out to you.

there is alots of things i didnt want to mention.

Cox the way you smile always make me forget my troubles.

but not when u are not around.

i just loss my emotion when u are gone,when ur voice become silence in my ears.

actually i feel quite sad.

it's been 4 days le but i still feel terrible.

the insecure feeling came back

afriad of losing you for what happened to my fren.

you might say "aiya a person where got so easy die de?"

but i look around and think back there is quite a few people i know was dead.

be it, how unlucky i am or they are suay to know me,i dont know.

i am just scare.

all i want from god is the health not the wealth

so pls god let us be healthily.

i rather u leave me bcox of another girl rather than u dead in front of me.

although i dont like the idea above but still i just want you to be happy.

i just want to spend more percious time with you.

cox our time is limited .

it's just 60+ more years..

and seriously i dont think it is enough for us.

i love you,baby.

take cares.

ps: dont keep going gym and tan.i dont wan you to tired urself and additions to the percentage of skin cancer increase as u tan.