i know i cant make u all mine.
so i decided to let go bit by bit.
never realise how long can we still hold together.
i know that u hate to hear that from me.
but i knew i cant move on any futher...
sad to said,we are not as strong as the past.
like i said,it's the past that i know it will never come back to me ever again.
i know that deep down in my heart,
that u never gonna change back to the metro boy i knew u was.
by the time u scar my heart with your most ugly words,
i know it is almost all over.
i just hang on because i do not know which step was the right path for me.
for me, break up and being together was just a step away.
i still feel this even though we are together with no quarrell at all.
i guess this is because i tried to change into someone that is completely different from myself just to suit you.
this make me so uncomfortable.
i do not like that seriously.
but if i didnt change,i guess we wouldn't move on cox u arent trying hard enough for me from the way i see.
therefore i scrafice myself for this relationship to improve,
cox i know u wouldnt to treat me better anymore.
it break my heart whenever i heard excuses that the reason u cannot treat me better is that u can't spoil me.
but do u know how much i wanna be spoiled by my own bf.
who didnt like to be spoiled by their special someone.
u might think i am stubborn,unreasonable.
but i have changed 360 degree and become quite understanding toward you now.
wat have i got in return??
a less caring,loving and inconsiderate boyfriend who tells me i cant be spoiled anymore.
i just hate our relation.

i do not need you to provide me with money.
i just need love and care from you which i desperately needed .
i know u hate me to say that but it's all true.
i still kept myself slience in your world.
with so many question and so many unwillingness,
all i can is to keep it inside myself,
afriad to let you know ,
afriad of everything that might happen.
i cant move on anymore..
i need to choose a path quickly.
your change u promise me = no change at all.
u forget the minute u promised me.
and i realise it by now.
are we done yet or are u just gonna pretend we are a perfect match.
let's break up ba and i am quite tried already cox u have been getting futher from the man i loved.
u are no longer "jian you".....